I am learning the hard reality of what it means to identify with God before I identify with whatever God has called me to do. It’s summed in a deceptively smart phrase from Psalm 37:
Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him.
I won’t preach this, but the blatant value of such a disposition is painfully gained (at least for people of my disposition).
And until you hear back, you can read this… I’ve been thinking about your and your family off and on the past week. I truly hope you get good news!